If I was asked the greatest favor
That I would want, I would
Simply say that you come back
It has been the longest journey
Since I ever took the very first step
Of accepting that you are gone
And never to see you again
Smiling at us, laughing with us
Or even dining with us
As you used to
At times I so miss the arguments that you brought up
And also seeing your sad and angry face whenever we did anything wrong
Moving on has never been so easy as I thought
But at least I try to keep my tears from flowing
And to slowly forget how painfully you left
You deserved something better since you made me
The mercy that I am today
They say things happen for a reason and a purpose
Though am yet to believe this because I cannot understand
How and why
Probably you are seeing me writing this
Kneeling on the floor, with my eyes full of tears
And my face looking so sad, always know that
We are taking care of mum for you and she is so
Wonderful trying to make us feel better and appreciated
Despite everything else
Some times I just wish that I had the chance to say
Good bye but nature could not allow me to
It kills me deep inside to see people
Not appreciating their parents and I think they
Do not know the pain of losing one
Maybe life was not so unfair for doing this
And I won’t question God for this but I trust He
Will take care of us like you did
And wherever you are you will still be my dad
And no one will or can replace you
I was thinking of writing so much but
My tears won’t let me…LOVE U DAD
